Crossroads

When I'm sad,
When I'm tired,
When I'm painful...

When I'm cool, I feel something.

Will my way be right?
Was my choise a big error?

My job-hunting have reached a complete deadlock.

I did do my all best.
But...

My father said to me.
"All storms blow over eventually."

His word is too cruel!!!
How much must I try and wait???

I have no idea.