weakness of my mind

It caused anxiety and overeating to me.
I'm impatient about job-hunting and at a standstill.
"It's all over for me! I can't understand how to get employment in my choise company."
I felt so.

I want to be positive and tough morally.

Whenever something doesn't go fine, I surely dig up my past; when in university.
I do know that it's nonsense to think such a thing.
But I can't help being foolish.

"If I had not quit university, would the companies that turned down me have employed me?"

No matter how much I appeal myself of today, my words are not persuasive and may sound like excuses.
I regret my cowardliness.

My spiritual home...it's my mother.
I have derived from the mere fact of her existence, a great sense of inward security.

I have to keep challenging me.
To overcome myself!